....
Just...
All there really is to that one.
So far Spring Break has been gay.
Like...whoa.
Bah.

Hopefully I will have a new job by Sunday.
I'm taking my application in tomorrow.
Horray for Mall jobs.

Blah.

I'm a complete fucking mess right now.
My good friend Kenny is fucking dead.
My friend Shawna is fucking dead.
Why the fuck?
They were too young.
They didn't do anything to deserve that.
And the person...
Ooo..the person that fucking hit them...
No drugs, no alcohol, no mechanical malfunctions.
Just looking off the road and swerving...

I was fucking with Shawna last night at the mall, with Steph.
I was supposed to hang out with Kenny last friday, but I cancelled.
I feel horrible.
Excuse me if I'm not myself for a while.

Rest in peace.
I love you both so much.

_{I'm entitled to an opinion.
And speach on whatever matter I so choose to write and talk about.
'Nuff said.}

I don't exactly know who to belive.
But I'm going to belive the person I've known longer.
So...whatevs.

I'm pretty much enthralled about today...
Tomorrow.
No school..
Horray for being a Senior.


Horray for pancakes at Ihop.
Horray for fucking movies at night.
Horray for energy drinks.
Horray for boys.
Just...fucking horray.



I want KATAMARI!!!!
I love that game so fucking much!
It's amazing.

It's funny to me how I'm supposed to not be friends with a boy whom I was engaged to so long ago.
Yes I know it didn't work out.
But that doesn't mean we have to hate each other.
We can still be friends.
And we are.
Now, explain to me how the person who is with him now is so wound up and insecure of herself that every time he and I talk she starts crying and thinking we will get back together.
No.
I'm in love with someone else.
I do not have any intention of stealing your boyfriend from you.
I had my chance with him, for almost three years.
I don't need another chance with him.
We're too different.
That's why we are no longer together.
But that doesn't mean that me and him need to be at each other's throats because of you.
Get over the fact that me and him were once in love.
He's in love with you now.
Not me.
And yes, I can still be his friend because me and him are never going to get back together.
So you sneaking into his stuff and deleting me off of everything was just childish.
I know you did it because he would never just do something without telling me.
Especially if it were something small like this that would make me upset.
He's a good friend.
And it took me almost a year of not talking to him to get to FRIEND status.
So, now, if you would just believe me and him when we say that NOTHING is going to happen between us again, that would be lovely.
And I would also appreciate if you would let him watch my things again.
And add me back as a friend.
Nothing is going to happen.
Trust me.
I don't want your boyfriend.
I don't want to end a friendship that I've had with him for 5 years just because you are upset.
And I really don't appreciate you keeping tabs on me.
Nothing for you to read that you haven't already.
That's all I have to say about this subject.
If you have a problem with something I've written then please, feel free to send me a note.

Hello dear Deviants.
I would just like to inform you that I am still indeed alive and well.
I have countless hundreds of deviations to sift through....so pardon me for not commenting and faving them.
I would have some lovely pictures to place up here on my gallery, but considering that I don't have a scanner that works...that is near impossible.
Having said that, I am out of things to say, or to inform you of.
I will try my hardest to be on here more, but alas I can not promise anything.
So with saying that, I bid you adieu my dears.
I love thee well.


- Alice